WEIGHT LOSS! -53–

• Sept 23rd

Well I stopped writting but I did keep up the weight loss, Im at 53 lbs now – I’d like to do another 40 or so .. Im a little over half way! … I’ll keep er’ going!

• June 7

ohh it’s getting hard. I’m finding myself straying away – having a bite of brownie here, and peice of cake there – but all these little bits and bites ADD UP!.. My w/l is slowing down and I need to re focus. I’m really REALLY happy that I’ve lost 31lbs. I’m STARTING to see it a little now – obviously my clothes fit much nicer but I need to keep going.. I still have AT LEAST 50lbs to go … I can’t loose sight. I have to re think of my goals, my health and why I’m doing this. (why does chocolate taste so damn good?)

• May 18th

The lbs are still coming off, but I feel myself straying away from the diet a little bit, or a lot on some days. A cookie here, (or 3 ) … A bit of chocolate chips here – YES I’m a sugar monster. But I need to regain focus, I need to remember my goals. Hopefully this weekend I’ll have time I’d like to blog about my goals a little more. Refresh myself as to why I’m doing this. Randomly I’ve lost a total of 43 lbs since pregnancy, and 26lbs since this diet but I dont feel thinner, my clothes fit better – I definatly feel that but I dont SEE myself looking thinner. GAH! melt away lbs! 🙂

• May 9th

Chocolate…yummy yummy DANGEROUS chocolate, I ate some today. OK I ate alot today. But it’s Mothers day – it’s my day lol But Im not letting this little blimp ( first one in like SIX weeks I may add) stop me.. Back on the wagon for tomorrow… I can’t wait until I hit 40lbs gone, that’ll feel really good … THINK BIKINI…ok I’ll never wear one. Even if I weighted 10 lbs…But i’d like to know that if I was a on deserted island and my clothes go dirty and all I could wear was a binkini – that I could lol  

• May 5th

 

So the weight loss is going well..whoop whoop, but today not so good. Things on the home front have been a disaster ( screaming babies) and I have found myself eatting astry. Ive realized that when I’m stressed I eat… not good. I hope tomorrow will be better –

• April 25th

Just when I was about to loose motivation – along came an idea to go clothes shopping and POOF all the motiviation I need is back lol – 3 way mirrors ARE not my friend. I just about punched the size -2 girl beside me who was complaining that Rickis made great clothes but their XS was too BIG…. GO HOME AND EAT CAKE MY LITTLE FRIEND lol…. THEN the clothing lady insisted that a certain change room was mine I insisted that it wasn’t because I was SURE I didn’t fit into a size 8 – lol. Apparently there were 2 Brigittes there, and I wasn’t the thinner one lol.. Anyways self image right now – not so good, there sure is a lot of left over junk in my tummy from the trips… MUST. KEEP. GOING. I dont want to be a size 16 anymore.

• April 21st

Weightloss has been slow the last week or so – but it’s picked back up again – I can’t believe I’m almost at 20lbs!!! That’s my second goal.. WHOOT WHOOT….65lbs to go!!!

• April 10th

I’m doing super great!  And with 12lbs lost Im starting to feel  a slight difference in my clothes, which is really nice. Today – I go for my 2hr massage and I have a hair appointment AND dinner with family what a great way to start the treck to my next 10 lbs! .. I’m so comitted that right now the families out at pancake festivial ( read SUGAR CARBS AND FAT) lol… (also read:yummy lol)… but not me I’m sitting this one out. I’ll  be there next year… and I’ll be SEXY lol 😛

• April  5th – FIRST GOAL MET!

I’ve been setting goals for myself along the way – my first goal was 10lbs – And I’m here whoot whoot, that means my first “reward” which is a 2 hr massage can’t wait 🙂

• April 4th

Put away the chocolate. Dont look at the chocolate – BACK AWAY FROM THE CHOCOLATE, wholey jesus this is hard. Easter I’ve realized is my fravourite holiday of the year…. CHOCOLATE. All I see is chocolate, all I want is chocolate – chocolate chocolate chocolate mmmmm, I’m sure I’m going to dream about it tonight. I’ve resisted the urge thus far to stay away from the stuff but it’s hard, REALLY hard. I need to focus – think bathingsuit, think small black dress, think designer clothes – think more confidence – I dont need the chocolate. PUT down the chocolate ..ahhh that feels better. I realized I love food, food is good. Diet food — mmmm not so much. But it’s only until September, then I get to reintroduce all great foods again in moderation. I got myself into this blubbery mess, now I have to wait until September, it’s only about 180 suppers away 🙂

•  April 2nd

Well things are doing well weightloss wise, I still have crazy motivation and I’m not at all tempted to cheat so that’s good, it feels really good now that I’m making some progress 10lbs was my first goal and I think I’ll hit it over the weekend. By my estimates for my birthday (July 21) I should be down about 50lbs or so – HELLO bathing suit!!! I can’t wait. I dont want to feel uncomfortable in bathing suits anymore 🙂

I’m not sure if you readers know of not, but I’m doing the Berstein diet, during that diet you check for keytones ANYWAYS, I’m super pissed because I lost my keytones ( that’s a bad thing) over drinking a glass of oj, which I thuoght I was allowed but apparently not booo – but at least the weight is still coming off 🙂 🙂 ….Think summer think summer….

• March 29th

sooo I went to weigh in this morning and I’m down 5lbs from the weekend! yeeehaw….I cant wait to be “normal” again

• Day 2 – March 27th

It’s day two and I’m still motiviate – thats a good thing no?… Things are going really well I feel a little hungry but it’s really not all that bad. We have folks coming over for dinner – why is food such a social thing? Why dont people come over to like… clean the house lol – but I’ve prepared a pretty diet friendly menu so it shouldn’t be quite so bad … I can’t wait to be healthier, I want my kids to be proud of me!

• Day 0 – Howdy Folks!

Well you watched me grow three people inside me – and you also watched me gain 70lbs – now it’s spring and I’m excited to shed those pounds and under this tab you’ll find weekly posts about my weight loss and pictures of my journey. I will not give up until I’m where I want to be!

Week 1 – March 26 to April 2nd

Weight loss: (to be posted April 2)